was up

hi bloggers and readers. nearly forgotten my own blog. I'm still here and prob confused as always about this and that. recently in my life it's been the same pastoral existence get up do what i have to and go to bed with the occasional get loaded. relationship wise it's been a few flickers of possible hook ups locally via online but no one yet. one good one has been with a guy who btw was on the other side of the globe and recently moved to Canada, so close yet so far but on all levels is the longest and closest thing i can call a relationship to date. if I'm fragmented and all over the place on this post please forgive me. And btw I'm talking to him atm on skype. He's a great guy. wow i have to say i haven't been this open since i was with my ex. Guess he's angles a way into my life and is the first person to break down the wall of mistrust i built after getting "burnt" by my ex. FYI i was cheated on and since then on a personnel and relationship level i haven't been able to trust anyone. one more thing i guess that i need to use this to express myself more. So in closing hi again and everyone have a great easter sunday if you take part. cya around.