Thursday, October 25, 2012

Hi all, it;s been a while since my last post. wait , that sounds like a confesional booth . well i am still around and ty to cam sites cause i have been letting go of some of my clamps. meaning i have made a few local contacts that want to hook up eith me. Tbh, i am not in any model or omg he's hot category. but i am flattered that for a change someone likes me and it's gone from hi we just met on cam to cam and chat which is good. i do get the "your a great guy", don't mistake it i can get ugly. not quite the hulk but i see it like i'm a vulcan. i keep my self in check but if pushed i'll push you off hte empire state bulding as well as if someone messes with someone i care for. btw forgive my grammer ooopsies. as far as one of mey last posts, the guy i refered to is still in canada and although we don't talk as much i see and know he is welland wish him the best. ok i babbled enough for this update and for thoes of you still looking at this and following me. thank you ever so much.

Friday, April 6, 2012

was up

hi bloggers and readers. nearly forgotten my own blog. I'm still here and prob confused as always about this and that. recently in my life it's been the same pastoral existence get up do what i have to and go to bed with the occasional get loaded. relationship wise it's been a few flickers of possible hook ups locally via online but no one yet. one good one has been with a guy who btw was on the other side of the globe and recently moved to Canada, so close yet so far but on all levels is the longest and closest thing i can call a relationship to date. if I'm fragmented and all over the place on this post please forgive me. And btw I'm talking to him atm on skype. He's a great guy. wow i have to say i haven't been this open since i was with my ex. Guess he's angles a way into my life and is the first person to break down the wall of mistrust i built after getting "burnt" by my ex. FYI i was cheated on and since then on a personnel and relationship level i haven't been able to trust anyone. one more thing i guess that i need to use this to express myself more. So in closing hi again and everyone have a great easter sunday if you take part. cya around.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

F cupid F feb 14th


as a single guy in this forsaken world i wanted to say f U HALMARK and anything that reminds me of a romance. I despise feb 14th and that other sh*t day i.e. sweetest day or buy me something day. Maybe you should create single guys day where we can get gifts drinks or sexual favors for free. btw if your with someone please ignore this because this is my blog and i'm venting. tbh if cupid was a real thing i'd grab him an pop a cap or several in his as@.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Led Zeppelin-Stairway to Heaven


Yes there are two paths you can go by
but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now


had to play this one. it was not to long ago i moved in with you, now your my ex but i still love you and yes i would love to hold you and cuddle again but alas things did not work between us. if i could call you and talk i would settle for that and yes i do need you now. <3 you hun as i write this it's almost a quarter after 2am and i am getting drunk

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Grateful Dead Touch Of Grey Video (Band In Bones)


kicking back relaxing with some bourbon listening to some classic rock, you all take care and happy new year